Yes…. 1 more yr is added to my life……suddenly its looks like all my “masti” is gone…something from my life need is disappeared… I feel now a bit sophisticated...a person who needs to think of his career…. Need to think what has to be the next step towards my life… needs to look after my parents…. Suddenly all the thoughts are coming to my mind…… what has happened to me… it looks like now I am big enough to think all these things…..
Well it was midnight and cell phone started ringing while I was fast asleep…my friends were wishing me “Happy Birthday”. They were singing songs for me… this was the first time of my life when I was asleep on my birthday night…
I started my day with getting up up at 5:00Am--- I know it’s too early to get up…. Well I went to our temple “Jain Derasar”. Offered Puja and yes I was all ready to go to my Office “Netscribes”. I took my 7.27Am regular train from Dombivli and I was happy all the way.. It was my Day.. I could feel that… I was smiling all the time… it was a different feeling which came from within… No pains…no difficulties… no thoughts… All that was there ….happiness and it’s My Day…..
I got calls from all my friends whom I didn’t even expect… got scraps on Facebook and Orkut…. And it was all happy moment for me… still smilling…. As it was evening… I had a bday celebration at the office where my friends and colleagues were ready to smear my face with the cake…. And yes it was done so well that after washing my face, it was all shinning….I left from my office at 5.30pm for my home… I reached home by 7.15pm. there was something special for the dinner…I had my dinner with my parents and then it was fun time…..i met all of my building friends and just chilled and till 11:00pm we all went to have ice Cream… it was all fun…. I enjoyed like having done all the masti… and by the time it was nearing 12 midnight … I still received a call for birthday wishes… its was just a awesome feeling….
One thing which now makes me fear is that all my age to do masti is gone.. Need to seriously think on making my career… not that I never thought before… but the time is running… I wish to god to let me go back to my age of 18-23… let me be there and enjoy the life…. Let me be more “BINDAS”…..let me smash icecream on my friends face… let me put the ice in the T-Shirts of my friends and let me tease the gals…allow me to tie their duppata on the back side of the bench… let me throw paper balls on them and let me have more fun…let me flirt with them…..last week I met few of my very old friends and had wonderful time at Bandra Banstand… we all were dying to get in the pic… then at CCD and then having those Golgappas and finally Sizzlers…. I would have been the happiest person if god would have given my age back and send me back to my age of college and may be till the age of 23 yrs…
But now it’s the reality and time can never be back. I need to accept that. I need to be more focused….more understanding….yes since I am aware of it… I am ready to face it… but 1 wish I would always have in my life… If I had a Time machine and an option to go back.. I would like to live from 18 to23 yrs… every moment of masti….the fights…….. the anger.. the crush…. The flirt… the affections… I would again like to be in the most Notorious period of my life…
…………….A Message To God
